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The Bond of Motherhood Lasts Even After Life Is Gone

The Bond of Motherhood Lasts Even After Life Is Gone
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Thursday, 29 August 2019 04:08 PM Current | Bio | Archive

For those of us who really love summer (I actually thrive in heat and humidity!), the sunny yet cooler days at the end of August are bittersweet. This is especially true for me, as it is a reminder of loss.

It has been eight years since my mother died, of cancer, on August 30.

Her name was Faith, an apt name for a woman who followed her own path to find the truth, even when it meant a wrenching separation from her family’s church and community, and a brave setting out into the then-foreign worlds of New York City and Roman Catholicism! But that’s another story, one beautifully captured in a tribute by Kathryn J. Lopez.

What I am thinking about this anniversary is how the painful memories of searing grief at the final goodbye have been steadily tempered by an unshakeable confidence that her motherly love is with me now, and will always be. Our bond was forged in her womb, before either of us was aware of it, and it cannot be broken.

26 years ago in late August my husband and I suffered the loss of our “honeymoon baby” in a first trimester miscarriage.

To be honest, I wasn’t prepared to be expecting so soon, but once the pregnancy was confirmed, I experienced a deep love and fierce protectiveness of the life growing within me, even as I groaned though all-day morning sickness. Early pregnancy losses are mysterious. Our first ultrasound at 10 weeks to find a heartbeat found none. Did it ever beat? What happened? Miscarriage, especially when it is a first pregnancy, strikes at the heart of that instinct to protect — there is an overwhelming sense of failure. What did I do wrong? Why couldn’t I protect my baby? Will I ever be mother?

But I was already a mother. I didn’t really start to have peace with the loss until I gave birth to my son, a year later, but I did realize that it was that first baby who changed us forever; we became parents. I became a mother.

Amazingly, as researchers have discovered, that child is probably still a part of me; and part of me probably stayed in my mother’s body for decades. Microchimerism is the biodirectional transfer of cells between mothers and fetuses during pregnancy, a fascinating biological bonding process.

But the real bond lasts even after life is gone. As I reflect on these late August memories, I rest in acceptance of the mysteries of life and death. Human life is finite; but human love is forever. We know this because we don’t suddenly stop loving someone after we lose them. We remain connected. I believe that with my faith, and with my Faith.

Maria McFadden Maffucci is the editor of the Human Life Review, www.humanlifereview.com, a quarterly journal devoted to the defense of human life, founded in 1974 by her father, James P. McFadden, Associate Publisher of National Review. She is President of the Human Life Foundation, based in midtown Manhattan, which publishes the Review and supports pregnancy resource centers. Mrs. Maffucci’s articles and editorials have appeared in the Human Life Review, First Things, National Review Online, National Review, Verily, and Crux. A Holy Cross graduate with a BA in Philosophy, she is married to Robert E. Maffucci, and the mother of three children. Her interests include exploring opportunities for individuals with special needs. To read more of her reports — Click Here Now.

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For those of us who really love summer (I actually thrive in heat and humidity!), the sunny yet cooler days at the end of August are bittersweet. This is especially true for me, as it is a reminder of loss.
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